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mitsune konno
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motoko aoyama
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sarah mcdougall
haruka urashima
seta noriyasu

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Hina Urashima
Kentaro Sakata
Tsuruko Aoyama
Mei Narusegawa
Kimiaki Shirai
Masayuki Haitani
Ema Maeda
Nyamo Namo
Ken Akamatsu
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Hajimari Wa Koko Kara by Hayashibara Megumi
Kimi Saeireba by Noda Junko
Kirari Takaramono by Horie Yui
La Moon Na Kibun De - Love Hina
Love Labyrinth - Noda Junko
Manichi Ga Otenki by Yui Horie
Sakura Saku by Noda Junko
Tsuki No Gotoku - Yuu Asakawa
Winter Wish by YUI
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episode 1: All-Girls Dormitory with Outdoor Bath
episode 2: The Hinatasou New Resident Shinobu
episode 3: Kendo Girl in Love?
episode 4: The Promise to Get Into Tokyo U was 15 Year Ago
episode 5: Close Contact! Travel to Kyoto
episode 6: Keitaro's First Kiss
episode 7: First Date, Keitaro's True Feelings
episode 8: Kendo Daughter and the Legendary Dragon Story
episode 9: Hinata Inn's Missing Money Case
episode 10: Identity of Wandering Beauty Under the Moonlight
episode 11: Fear ToudaiSei, Idol is a Reapplying Student
episode 12: Transform? Swordsmaster Motoko's Casual Look
episode 13: Did the First Kiss Taste Like a Lemon? Marshmallow?
episode 14: Is a Tokyo U Professor Meet Again? Naru's Dream Lover
episode 15: I Love You! Love Confession in the Cave
episode 16: House by the Sea. Hinata Tea House Monkey Performance
episode 17: The Sea... Heart Races for Naru, Knocked Out by Ghost!
episode 18: A Summer Festival With You in All Sorts of Yukata
episode 19: A Jade Palaquin? The Prince From the Other Side of the Ocean
episode 20: The Sleeping Girl and the Sepia-Colored Promise
episode 21: Jealousy Explodes? 2 Hot People On a Boat
episode 22: Younger Sister Mei's Scheme. Operation in a Locked Room
episode 23: Narusegawa Naru, the Shaking Heart and Keitaro Broken to Pieces
episode 24: Does the Sakura Bloom on Tokyo U? Love?
episode 25: Motoko's Choice, Love or the Sword

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Love Hina Spring Special: I Wish Your Dream

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Gising pa ang mga tao, mamaya na lang ako iiyak. The people are still up, I'll cry later instead. One person made me cry today. But I'm sure you're assuming the wrong thing.

One person made me so happy tonight that I wanted to cry tears of joy. I have been carrying an indifferent stance and I've been kidding myself for the past few days. I guess I felt indifferent, but what she said finally broke down my cool and indifferent heart. In those past few days, I felt cool and collected, because I thought to myself that it may be too good to be true. I mean, me? Me? Yours truly? She's agreed to go out with me? Am I dreaming? No! I'm going out with her and it's official? YES!

I love her. That's the truth. I love her. I dropped the bomb on her with my confession and I told her how I feel. I totally just wanted to get to know her, to pursue her, and be with her. At the back of my mind, I may be over my mind confessing to a girl who might be out of my league. I'm in love with someone a world away from me, and that's out of my reach; but I don't want to suppress it anymore.

No, I did not come in as a wrecking ball. I came in with sincerity and honesty with my feelings. My mind and my heart was one for the moment. Remember I sent her flowers, chocolates and a teddy bear back in February? I wrote what I felt there. I sent it without any expectations... no expectations that she would like me back-- 'Like' is the least I would hope for. I mean who was I? Where did I come from? Out of nowhere this guy sends you these things and tells you that he likes you. She could've shrugged it off and ignored it. We're far away from each other and what is it that I can do if she rejected me then and there? I said that I like her, because I was afraid to scare her with a word of such strong gravity: love. But the truth is, I love her.

We've been chatting often ever since. Fast forward to July, after her birthday, I asked her if she wanted to go out with me. I grabbed on to my seat waiting in sheer anticipation. They tell me that it's no rush at all if I asked her out. So I did. I meant to take it to the another stage, ask her to be my girlfriend. Asking someone out has a lot of definition. Kids think that it means hanging out as very close friends. High school folks think it's about dating to be a couple without pure commitment. At this point in life, since we're past that, I'm asking her out to be my girlfriend with an endearing commitment; a relationship planted as a seed, I would nurture and watch it blossom; a relationship that I'm looking for that I want to grow; the stage to set it all that we become more than just a boyfriend and a girlfriend. Thus I asked her out. I'm put on a disadvantage when I'm asking her out with a card. I like her, because it's the very least feeling that needs no confirmation. I love her, and I want her to know personally by showing it and let her feel it herself. Although, I can only do that when I come home. I love her. Yes, I do.

Telling a girl that you like her isn't something to be taken for granted. For guys, telling a girl that he likes a girl takes tremendous courage. The truth also applies when a girl confesses to a guy that she likes him. As for me, I'm willing to try out the waters. I confessed with no expectation that she'll love me back. If she doesn't like me. I'll try again. But if she really doesn't. Then I guess God's telling me to look at things someway else. That's what I thought when I told her that I confessed to her with no expectations. I did not expect for you to tell me that you love me.

She told me one night, "I love you." I kept myself cool. Her words lied dormant in my heart. I went on my usual business for the following days. The words kept still. But then one night, when you said that you love me, and we logged out, I wanted to cry tears of joy. It's no lie.

This is too good to be true. This is too good to be true! What is this weightless feeling? The girl that I love tells me that she loves me? I have been searching. I have been waiting. I have been patient for a long time. I have tried and failed miserably. We hear it in soap operas, in dramas, and we read a lot of 'I Love Yous', but it's true that hearing those three words mean a lot. A lot. But those three words are not ordinary and that sentence shouldn't be taken for granted. It would be a sin if I do. I can't believe it! She loves me? That girl who's a world away from me, the girl who I thought was out of my reach, the girl who I prayed for, the girl that my heart desires, that special girl that laid a claim to my heart, that girl that I was willing to get hurt if she says that she doesn't like me, it turns out that she loves me!

All those sleepless nights, those times where I didn't have any confidence due to my hopeless romanticism, all those experiences that I've had, all those love stories that I've written due to pure imagination and other people's experiences, they proved to be helpful in the end. I can't put my happiness into writing properly how I feel right now. I even told her that if she's uncomfortable calling her my girlfriend, I'd be willing to put our relationship like an open contract and give her the authority to terminate me if she doesn't like what's going on. I'm that of a martyr; a hopeless romantic eh? I had no intention of confessing and 'reserving' her in the future. What kind of a guy would do that? The assurance is that I won't hurt her, nor anything, and that I am the person pursuing her. If she doesn't like it, she can break up with me; but I won't leave her that easily. I won't give up. Cause I love her. The girl I love loves me. This drama is worth it. Crying about it with tears of joy is worth it.

The truth is... I can't concentrate. I'm falling. I can't describe this happiness properly. Words won't really suffice to how happy and thankful and relieved I feel right now. My God, this is no ordinary love.

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